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The Recognized Leader in Gender Confirmation Surgery in Colorado

The Recognized Leader in Gender Confirmation Surgery in Colorado   June 12, 2019 Denver Health is proud to be the recognized leader in gender confirmation surgery (commonly known as gender reassignment surgery) in Colorado and the surrounding states. This year, Denver Health is doubling the number of gender confirmation surgeries to reduce wait times for…

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Denver Unique Week Of Fashion 2019

Denver Unique Week Of Fashion 2019 Event: Denver’s Unique Week Of Fashion: Jana Smith Make Up and Hair: Stacey James Clothing Designers: @shaina_swallow @litamaxwell45 @thefabulousapproach   Monday’s Night Walk: April 08 2019 The Falls Event Center 8199 Southpark Ct, Highlands Ranch, CO 80120, United States @shaina_swallow @denveruniqueweekoffashion2019 #DUWFdenver#transgendermodel #alternativemodel #tattooedmodel #denvermodel#denvermodels #darkfairy #modelsover40 @atyourserviceeventspr   Thursday’s…

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Social Media Marketing for Transgender Fashion Models: Part Nine: Conclusion

Conclusion Transgender models have had trouble finding work within the modeling community due to the lack of inclusion in the fashion industry. Some Transgender models have found opportunities with other identifiers such as alternative modeling to try and avoid discrimination within the modeling world. As acceptance and understanding of the trans community grow, Transgender fashion…

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Social Media Marketing for Transgender Fashion Models: Part Eight: Recommendations

Recommendations         The future for Transgender models is beginning to look positive.  Within the past two years, a couple of Transgender modeling agencies are being created as a result of the lack of inclusion and the use of social media to create the demand. In a Vice article written in 2017 named…

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Social Media Marketing for Transgender Fashion Models: Part Seven: Discussion

Discussion When researchers tackled the broad topic of new media marketing, their research can come to a complete halt as a result of so many social media platforms.  According to the author of the book Instagram Power by Jason G. Miles mobile platforms dominate the market with social media sites.  Miles, 2014, explains, “The world…

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Social Media Marketing for Transgender Fashion Models: Part Six: Solution

Solution The solution that is presented by researchers and myself is the use of social media marketing to gain exposure and raise awareness for the Transgender community.  The most striking case was the study of Andreja Pejic (notable transgender model/actor) in the published book “Digit@l Girls” by authors MacPherson, Marko, Shawn Dahl, and Nicole Phelps.…

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Social Media Marketing for Transgender Fashion Models: Part Five: Literature Review

Literature Review In approaching this problem, others have approached it with the aim of learning best practices that applied to model careers as a transgender fashion model. The best way to evaluate the issues to move towards an understanding was to research those who have written on the subject. I wanted to find articles with…

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Social Media Marketing for Transgender Fashion Models: Part Four: Modeling: A Social Media Approach

Modeling: A Social Media Approach The sources and the approach to this research project we found in three distinct levels of research available on the topic of Transgender fashion models and the proposed solution these authors and myself have presented.  The first level of analysis focused on the journals and periodicals found the right problem…

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Social Media Marketing for Transgender Fashion Models: Part Three: The Problem Statement

Part Three: The Problem Statement: From My Masters Dissertation Project at Denver University (2018)   The Problem Statement  This solution to modeling exposure for transgender models may seem simple at the surface level but has become a struggle within the transgender community as the fashion world is slow to accept and include transgender fashion models…

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Social Media Marketing for Transgender Fashion Models: Part Two: The Importance Of The Problem

Part Two: Background and The Importance of the Problem: From My Masters Dissertation Project at Denver University (2018) The Importance of The Problem This blog series will be focused on the Transgender community, I would like to share some gender theory to help with some terms used. Sex, gender identity/expression, and sexual orientation are components…

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Refinery29, “Transgender Models Are The Future Of Fashion,” accessed May 25, 2018. https://www.refinery29.com/2018/02/183486/top-transgender-models-in-fashion-2018

Social Media Marketing for Transgender Fashion Models: Part One: Abstract

Part One: Abstract: From My Masters Dissertation Project at Denver University (2018) Social media platforms have now created a platform to give transgender models a chance for direct casting, booking, and brand ambassadors creating social change in the fashion market. I’d like to solve the problem of using new media marketing to create a presence in…

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Denver Health brings gender surgery back to Colorado

Dr. Jennifer Hyer at Denver Health is one of the few physicians in the U.S. who performs vaginoplasty. “We’ve really underestimated what this surgery does for people,” she said.   Author: Jeremy Moore Published: 7:09 PM MST February 22, 2019 Updated: 10:27 PM MST February 25, 2019 DENVER — Denver Health has become a pioneering…

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Love While You Live

Breath in the cold air, so you know you are there Bring your heart into your mind, it’s all a chill To resolve all your thrills, all that you feel In your eyes some things will never become real Take a guess what it is, C’mon take a guess Do you really think this is…

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“I am in the Right Body”: Gender Confirmation Surgery at Denver Health

Camille Hansen was one of the first patients to go through mtf gender confirmation surgery at Denver Health in 2018. In this video, she talks about her long journey and why Denver Health’s LGBT Center of Excellence is the place to go for her care. Find out more about Hansen’s story and Denver Health’s LGBT…

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Falling For Camille: Plot Synopsis

Falling For Camille Marc is a middle aged man who has reached the American dream of a wife, house, car and stable job.  This dream quickly becomes a nightmare as his gender dysphoria begins to haunt him.  Marc’s loving wife of 15 years, Tabatha, is a faithful and very romantic partner who is nothing less…

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Falling For Camille: Story Synopsis

Falling For Camille is about:  Marc is a middle aged man battling gender dysphoria.  When he makes the decision to transition into a woman Marc is faced with the difficult task of finding his authentic self as a woman.  A four year medical journey unfolds as Marc becomes the woman Camille.  Now at the end…

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Denver Unique Week Of Fashion 2018

Denver Unique Week Of Fashion 2018 Event: Denver’s Unique Week Of Fashion: Jana Smith Make Up and Hair: Stacey James Clothing Designer: Shania Shaina Swallow Dates: 04, 02/03/ 2018

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Rino: Side Stories

Client: Postmodern Company Role: Dancer Project: Side Stories Denver Media: Film

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Artopia 2018

Body Paint Art Exhibit: Client: Robyn Frances: Grow Love Role: Goddess Project: Westword Artopia 2018 Media: Body Paint: Performance Art    

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Amazing drawing from Mandi May Doodle

Falling for Camille Amanda May Doodle

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Bread and Milk Media Color

Photographer: Sam Johansen https://www.facebook.com/BREADMILK.work/  

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Bread And Milk Media Photo Shoot B/W

Photographer: Sam Johansen https://www.facebook.com/BREADMILK.work/  

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Jonny Edward Photo Shoot: 12/15/2017: Black And White

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Jonny Edward Photo Shoot: 12/15/2017: White Dress

Model: Camille Hansen Photographer: Jonny Edward : https://jonnyedward.com/contact/

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Miltermedia PHOTO & VIDEO: Red Ball Fashion Show: Denver 2017

First Group of Transgender Models To Walk The Runway Featuring Camille Hansen. Red Ball Fashion Show Denver: 2017 Please enjoy another Red Ball Fashion and Hair Show 2017 segment with Richard Smith Lazaro Velazquez Stephanie Maner Lissa Leticia de Gonzales . Moore segments coming soon. please like my page http://www.facebook.com/miltermedia more info about me http://www.miltermedia.com…

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What Is Transgender? Part 1: Gender Dysphoria: My Journey

What Is Gender Dysphoria: My Journey As I begun my journey, I wanted to help fill the void on what exactly is Transgender.  This subject could be an entire lifetime study, and I have a ton to learn. I wanted to start with my first struggle, Gender Dysphoria. Although, Gender Dysphoria isn’t a struggle for…

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Talk To The Air

Talk To The Air: Here we are again my friend Walking the road of timeless sin We are married to shattered dreams A crack in the sky The kind that makes loved ones cry and our own heart scream To finally break free from your soul, But now where shall we go? From loving an…

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Mini Photoshoot

A mini photoshoot by my amazing hair stylist Sanja Hodzic from Lux De Ville Denver, Colorado Hair And Make-Up: Sanja Hodzic: Lux De Ville Salon http://luxedevilsalon.com

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Unexpected Guest

Unexpected Guest:  Upsy Daisy lazy sinner A new day faces you Will you follow the light of the north or the south? It is the 7th day I pray 2 thee To free her of pain and mockery Screaming at the unborn eye Of pampered love and strange requests That only happens when she’s undressed…

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Recommended Reading: Transgender: The Transgender Mirror Effect by: Jessica Hamilton

Every now and then I like to recommend books and audio books I found helpful in my transition.  I recently listened to Transgender: The Transgender Mirror Effect by Jessica Hamilton (on Audible) and loved it.  It’s a great overview of being transgender and gives valuable insight for those who need an introduction to this world.…

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Time

Time: We are gathered here today To regard time Bow your heads Put it to rest This future is By far the best The labyrinth of emotions Was brought on by you What can I say about this beloved soul Purple at times Then blue without a goal The one that will always be by…

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The Revolution

The Revolution: When two are in love It’s not boy meets girl It’s girl meets girl As one A one night stand Is the playground that creates a madman When a heart is saddened By the thought of a woman face The sounds of crying Caused by lying Curses made in the dark Unsheltered hearts…

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1:1 with Camille: Real Talk about being Transgender. By Robin Wallace

    Camille, formerly Marc, was born with male reproductive organs.  However, she had a sense as early as age four that her body did not match her gender identity.  Throughout life, she has struggled to define her desire to be female.  In Camille’s mind, the term “transgender” always represented flamboyant drag queens.  She didn’t…

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Judgement Day

Judgement Day: Orange skies and a yellow moon Coat the action of the day The smell of day leaves burning And the sound of sour vivid blooming Red broken hills rise from the ground Candlelight escapes Creating a new sun A new focus Heavy storms comes when the clouds roll in Tragedy is surely calling…

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The Highway

The Highway: The sun lays down to rest Behind the shadowed mountains You follow the road Dusty boots and second thoughts Waiting for someone to accept your world Take you for a ride When you’re alone You have no town, no home A nomad of the highway You watch the blonde and brunette cars pass…

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Stone Walls

Stone Walls: The ceiling is your road Follow the dotted line It could be the last thing You ever see The alarm went off It’s time Don’t cry Please You didn’t wish it on me Nothing will change All the hearts are the same Peeking from the clouds I see you visiting my home Spinning…

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Camille Butterfly: Digital Art by Breathless Design

This is a beautiful digital art piece by Tabatha Hansen. Here is her website: Breathless Design

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Photoshoot: Lisa Rundall’s Studio

Photography by: Lisa Rundall Photography  Lisa Rundall Photography  

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Lover 777

Lover 777: We entered her town with open arms Bringing crystals and stones Dancing with flowers The guest will be welcomed For a midnight flight When she arrives We’ll begin the ceremony Lets raise our glass To toast our sin We are here I know it has found us Purple fires dance in secret desires…

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Camille as Wonder Woman: Digital Art by Breathless Design

This is a beautiful digital art piece by Tabatha Hansen. It was her vision of what Camille would look like as Wonder Woman. Here is her website: Breathless Design

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Photoshoot: GreenBelt

Photography by: Lisa Rundall Photography  Lisa Rundall Photography

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Liars Courtroom

Liars Courtroom:  I am troubled as night falls I can feel my state in the rain Your words took flight without wings In the air They concealed what your eye can not see Double your pleasure Doesn’t do her justice But only a single word could touch this Do the scriptures tell a terrible lie?…

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Sexual Metamorphosis by Jonathan Ames

I’m currently reading this book and absolutly LOVE IT!!!!  It’s a must for anyone who wants a taste of all the diffent types of transgender journeys there are out there.  It’s amazing how many things we share and how unique our journey is at the same time. -Xoxo  Camille (Book blurb copied from Amazon.com) But…

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Camille Sketch: Digital Art by Breathless Design

This is a beautiful digital art piece by Tabatha Hansen. It was her vision of what Camille would look like. Here is her website: Breathless Design  

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Photoshoot: Eric’s House & Coffee Shop (Color)

Photography by: Lisa Rundall Photography  Lisa Rundall Photography

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Photoshoot: Eric’s House & Coffee Shop (Black & White)

Photography by: Lisa Rundall Photography  Lisa Rundall Photography  

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Empty Temples Of Temptation

 Empty Temples Of Temptation: I know her heart had faith in me In an empty temple of shallow masses The rain colors the streets The doors are open But I can’t see through the smoke It’s darkened air Sheltered souls wonder the brick path With cloaks as their shelter With the chanting of the future…

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Butterfly Cage: Sculptor by Breathless Design

This is a beautiful  piece by Tabatha Hansen.  It represents the time in my transition or cocoon. Here is her website: Breathless Design    

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Photoshoot: Beaver Brook Reservoir

Photography by: Lisa Rundall Photography  Lisa Rundall Photography

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Vision of Camille: Digital Art by Breathless Design

This is a beautiful digital art piece by Tabatha Hansen. It was her vision of what Camille would look like. Here is her website: Breathless Design        

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Photoshoot: LODO: Denver

Photography by: Lisa Rundall Photography  Lisa Rundall Photography Hair by Sanja Hodzic at Lux De Ville Sanja Hodzic Lux De Ville

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Ghost In The Machine

Ghost In The Machine: The ghost on the other line Answers with a cold indifference Trying her best to be human, but fails Once the voice dims, technology begins to change The cold voice turns human Inviting your dream to speak As dreams become flesh As technology become bone A hybrid of two worlds The…

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Falling For Camille: By Christine Miller

      When I first was developing this site, I reached out for help from a very talented writer named Christine Miller.  I explained the concept of transformation and what I wanted to accomplish from this site.  A few days later she wrote this piece putting into words the title, thoughts, and idea behind…

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Butterfly Cage: Digital Art by Breathless Design

  This is a beautiful  piece by Tabatha Hansen.  It represents the time in my transition or cocoon. Here is her website: Breathless Design    

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Photoshoot: Lux De Ville: Denver, Colorado

Photography by: Lisa Rundall Photography  Lisa Rundall Photography Hair by Sanja Hodzic at Lux De Ville Sanja Hodzic Lux De Ville  

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Witch’s Body/ Witch’s Mind

During my meditations this week, I’ve been struggling with Inner and Outer Temples and how they can work together.  It’s always been common knowledge for me that witchcraft involved both the physical and spiritual, but I still didn’t feel like I got it.  I began trying to use different tools to help my logical side…

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City Animal Totem

One thing that I felt I was missing doing city magic was finding an animal guide.  This was the first quest I wanted to go on for the next phase in my life.  Shifting from nature to the city, I was a bit skeptical that there was one out there for me. Once I opened…

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The Highway

The sun lays down to rest Behind the shadowed mountains You follow the road Dusty boots and second thoughts Waiting for someone to accept your world Take you for a ride When you’re alone You have no town, no home A nomad of the highway You watch the blonde and brunette cars pass by Dead…

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City Magick Part II

As a continuation from my rant from yesterday, I had a eureka moment this week.  For decades, I have been trying to study witchcraft with fluctuations of high and low success.  I would feel myself becoming resentful and jealous at wilderness retreats where my fellow witches would get a surge of energy.  I felt that…

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City Magick Part I

So many books on witchcraft revolve around the energy of mother earth and nature.  While I love and honor nature, I seem to get more energy from the city.  The skyscrapers of New York and the concrete jungle is where I feel at home.  I live in Denver, but I rarely go to the mountains…

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Lover 777

We entered her town with open arms Bringing crystals and stones Dancing with flowers The guest will be welcomed For a midnight flight When she arrives We’ll begin the ceremony Lets raise our glass To toast our sin We are here I know it has found us Purple fires dance in secret desires Her glowing…

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Liebster Award!!!!

Hello everyone 🙂 I’d like to thank JamilaJJ for nominating me for the Liebster award.  Her insight and experience is amazing to read! I am honored that she considered me for the Liebster Award. If you want to check out her blog just click on her name and it will take you right there.   Here are 11…

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Colored Shells

You set sail as I sleep Push away at the siren Set sail with just a kiss Drown in the waters when you are missed The siren blows, it’s time to go Holding in fear I grab you closer To the feeling I feel Kiss me goodbye It’s time to depart for a while Standing…

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Empty Temples Of Temptation

I know her heart had faith in me In an empty temple of shallow masses The rain colors the streets The doors are open But I can’t see through the smoke It’s darkened air Sheltered souls wonder the brick path With cloaks as their shelter With the chanting of the future echoes From the temple…

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Hecate: The Crossroads Goddess

A beautiful drawing my wife made for me of Hecate 🙂 http://breathlessdesign.com

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Judgement Day

Orange skies and a yellow moon Coat the action of the day The smell of day leaves burning And the sound of sour vivid blooming Red broken hills rise from the ground Candlelight escapes Creating a new sun A new focus Heavy storms comes when the clouds roll in Tragedy is surely calling This land…

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Stone Walls

The ceiling is your road Follow the dotted line It could be the last thing You ever see The alarm went off It’s time Don’t cry Please You didn’t wish it on me Nothing will change All the hearts are the same Peeking from the clouds I see you visiting my home Spinning and dancing…

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Time

 We are gathered here today To regard time Bow your heads Put it to rest This future is By far the best The labyrinth of emotions Was brought on by you What can I say about this beloved soul Purple at times Then blue without a goal The one that will always be by your…

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The Revolution

 When two are in love It’s not boy meets girl It’s girl meets girl As one A one night stand Is the playground that creates a madman When a heart is saddened By the thought of a woman’s face The sounds of crying Caused by lying Curses made in the dark Unsheltered hearts look for…

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Liars Courtroom

I am troubled immensely I can feel the state in the rain Your words took flight without wings In the air They concealed what your eye can not see Double your pleasure Doesn’t do her justice But only a single word could touch this Do the scriptures tell a terrible lie? Or do they explain…

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Unexpected Guest

Upsy Daisy lazy sinner A new day faces you Will you follow the light of the north or the south? It is the 7th day I pray 2 thee To free her of pain and mockery Screaming at the unborn eye Of pampered love and strange requests That only happens when she’s undressed Pray for…

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Sects, Blood, & Rock ’n’ Roll

A haunted silence is filled with my world Transforming suicide into a solitude dance A dance we can only see Stars that shine for us again Again and again We leave the world of the sane Like droplets of blood That cures a whispers kiss We deny it ever happened But it’s here to stay…

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Everyday Goth Makeup Tutorial | Black Friday

One of my favorites sites on Gothic Fashion: http://www.itsblackfriday.co.uk https://www.youtube.com/user/itisblackfriday

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Polarity Magick And Music

My first exploration into occult music will be my own ideas and theories about music and the use of polarity magick. I am a firm believer in polarity magick and the interaction of the two being the foundation for all magickal experiences. When approaching music and music composition, I break music into two main categories:…

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A Blood Moon Confesional

The blood moon is a great time to shed off old ideas and begin a new adventure. On the blood moon, I took a ritual cleansing bath and asked for guidance for the new phase of my life. During the ritual, I did struggle with two roads and identities that seemed to be somewhat incompatible…

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Witchcraft and Rebellion

  I’ve been reading many views about the use of Satan in witchcraft practices.  It seems ironic that anything to do with Christianity, even Satan, is not welcomed in many Wiccan communities.  The reason I find this ironic is because the the deities I find the closest relationship to is Satan as a God image…

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Self Defense and The Necronomicon

Meditation  has always been  associated with the mental aspects of the craft.  For me, this is the world of imagination, where fact and fiction merge together to create a personal mythology of the mind.  In my earlier blogs, I mentioned that I have a system of magic for each need, for Meditation and  self ddefense,…

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A Thought About Spells

When practicing magic with a darker intention, you have to know yourself! There is no way around this. Many witches a drawn to the left hand path for the excuse to become evil or run wild without any consequences. There could be nothing further from the truth. When you practice magic without moral judgements and…

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